Do You Miss Teaching?
Look at me… I’m standing on the far left in both pictures in the blue fleece vest. I was young, pragmatic, and pregnant. I cannot believe that these photos were taken more than 10 years ago. Both of my Math 12 classes were situated “down the hill” from the high school in a kindergarten portable located beside the elementary school. At this time, the school district was growing and the high school was over populated and under construction. Although the school had 8 portables strategically aligned on the parking lot as a pseudo annex, there was no room for my two math classes. The rest of my job assignment was Career and Personal Planning (CAPP) 8-10, so I did not have 5 other math classes to merit a portable or classroom of my own. Be flexible. Why not? I changed my job assignment from a full-time math teacher to CAPP/math teacher. I was looking for change, so why not change locations too? Loved it. Loved making the portable into a Math 12 Mecca. Loved the kids. We had a tonne of fun and learning math was super fun. We were a family. This is what I truly miss about teaching in the classroom. I miss the relationships created with students. I miss the challenge of transforming student beliefs about learning math. I miss the creativity. I miss the crazy randomness of the classroom. Recently, I was asked (again), “Do you miss teaching?” This is a difficult question to answer. I miss many aspects of classroom teaching. Ultimately, I miss the kids. But I don’t miss teaching because I still teach. I tutor math. I facilitate workshops. And, I assist Master of Education students at SFU. “I am teaching.”