Jump

Over one year ago, I imagined myself standing on the ledge of a swimming pool at the deep end.  I would wade my foot in the pool wondering what life be like if I jumped in.  Well, I jumped in.  No regrets.  Well, here I am again.  What’s holding me back?  Disguised as procrastination, it’s really it’s a moment of hesitation… anticipation… or fear.  I’ve returned back to my dissertation and I’m scared.  Am I doing it right?  Am I doing it wrong?  Who really cares?  Truth is, what I need to do is take a deep breath, close my eyes, and JUMP.  Wish me luck.