Wanting More

A ride at the PNE… hesitant at first… now wanting more…

Well… it’s back to fear factor.  With my kid, it’s about deciding whether or not to try a new ride at the PNE.  For me, it’s about submitting work to my academic supervisor.  My biggest fear is JUDGEMENT.  I am not sure why this fear has happened to be my mantra in life, but obviously “something” has happened in my life’s history to have THIS as my trigger.  It kind of sucks when what I am embarking on with my doctoral studies is about judgement.  Anyway, not to harp on my fears… it’s suppose to be a blog about CELEBRATION.  Just like my kid who finally decided to try this ride at the PNE… she loved it and rode it 5 more times before we left the exhibition.  I’m feeling the same way about my academic writing… I handed in a few things and got feedback.  It was better than I expected.  I feel motivated… I feel excited… I feel stoked… to do more writing and submit it to my supervisor ASAP.  What a wonderful feeling.  Fear is all in the mind… and the truth is, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.  So, go for it!