What About Me

Enjoying a double tall non-fat latte

Life is funny.  You can never put your guard down because there is always something just around the corner to surprise you.  I thought, decision made… moving forward… and taking the next steps to achieve my goal.  Then life takes a turn and asks, “What’s really important to you?”  Instead of listening to my heart, I get into my head.  In the end, what’s important are mutually exclusive.  Apparently, I can’t have it all.  This sucks.  I can’t please everyone, including myself.  I am building the plane as I’m flying it.  That sounds kind of dangerous, but I don’t have all of the answers.  I’m learning as I go.  What I am learning is, something cannot be gained without losing something.  I cannot control what other people choose to do.  I can only control what I do.  My framework is… be authentic, be honest, and be courageous.  My actions may not appease some people.  What I do may not meet some people’s expectations.  This cannot be a concern of mine.  I am trying my best.  As much as I want to help, serve, and influence others… what about me?  Follow me or not.  Either way, I’m good.  Do what makes you happy.